Friday, December 26, 2003

Christmas is over... so soon... >.<...

Was it good? Well, in a way... Christmas is always great no? But I just can't help feeling it's not as enjoyable as it used to be... Probably cos I didn't spend a lot of time with the ppl here b4 Christmas... I suppose that's the way it is... After all, I have been away for about 2 years... >.<

Let's see, I went for Christmas Celebration, went for a movie, went to eat... then came back for dinner... pretty eventful... I guess... On Christmas eve, I went shoppping for stuff for the Christmas dinner, er... yea, went out with some friends and then dinner at the club... Nothing really special though... >.<

Oh yea, for all of you who are in KL please please PLEASE contact me at 016-3480727... I can't contact anyone cos I don't have your numbers... and I'm bored to death... >.<

Ok I think that's all for now... I'll be practising my driving around... haven't driven for 2 years.. well, much anyway... My P license is gonna expire soon, so I better practice more... >.< And yes, I don't drive so well yet... so you don't have to push it... >.< That's all for now!

Posted by Gerald at 12/26/2003 10:12:00 AM

Sunday, December 21, 2003

Well, I went back to Ipoh for the past few days... ate a lot... >.< My uncle really stuffed me... and I'm getting quite sick of hearing the words, "You won't get to eat this when you go back... "

But it was OK i guess... most of them were a bit shocked about my new hair... but too bad... it's mine... heh

I think the only thing I did there was eat... and eat... and eat... >.<

Luckily, I intend to put on some weight... >.< most would agree i'm a little on the skinny side... guess that's not something I should really worry about anyway... I just eat what I want to when I feel like it... >.< I don't have those guilt trips certain female friends of mine seem to go through every time they uh... erm... nvm... I think it would be wise for me to stop here... >.<

Anyway, the week's been OK... Nothing much to complain about really... certainly looking forward to Christmas... ^_^ So I'll try to work on it... It'll be exciting cos I WANT it to be... (That's a very unique way to look at things no?) Ciaos!

Posted by Gerald at 12/21/2003 07:12:00 PM

Monday, December 15, 2003

Right... I'm now in Malaysia... at my aunt's place to be exact... been here for a few days... the trip back was uneventful... but the next day i had camp... and that was terrific!

Camp was 4 days... i had a lot of fun... we experienced the tabernacle... and most importantly, i met God... not physically of course... but He was there... ^_^

Yea, i've uploaded the pictures already... check the picture site if you wanna see them...

Christmas is coming... and i'm praying hard for the Christmas event in Singapore... it's funny, when i first went there, i couldn't wait to get back... now i feel sad and out of place not being there... i think it's the people i've met... especially those from CHC... ^_^ That's one of the main reasons i intend to stay in Singapore to study next year... Hey, i really belive i can grow there... ^_^

Nothing much to add now except that the next few months are gonna be quite er... slack... don't have much planned... but i think i'll be able to find SOMETHING to do... eventually... >.<

That's all for now...

Posted by Gerald at 12/15/2003 08:22:00 PM

Wednesday, December 10, 2003

I'll be leaving Singapore today... Kind of sad, cos I have many fond memories of people here... >.< I don't really feel like going... but then again, I do too... convoluted I know... but that's life I guess...

Prom was absolutely great! I took a lot of photos and I'll post them up in my piccy site but not just yet... might need a whole day to do it... >.< So please bear with me, ok? I'll be staying at my cousin's place... and I have to attend a camp tomorrow, so that means I probably can't update quite as as often the next few weeks... well, at least i do it now no?

I can't really say much anymore... too many emotions and feelings and thoughts... well, in a way, i'll at least be coming back for my results... but I'll miss Singapore... (well, largely cos of the people I met here...) and I'll most definitely miss CHC... you guys have been absolutely awesome and I don't think I can ever say enough of that... Thank you, thank you, thank you for being such wonderful brothers and sisters... I really pray that God will prosper us even in the upcoming month... ^_^

I think I'll stop now... >.< I'll try to post again soon... Just check the piccy site and eventually the prom photos will be there... ^_^. Take care peeps!

Posted by Gerald at 12/10/2003 10:00:00 AM

Tuesday, December 09, 2003

Hmm... I still smell whatever it is they used to do my hair... >.< Took a shower this morning... but the hair seems to hold out ok...

I haven't tried really styling it... but i guess even if I don't style it too much it should be ok... i hope...

Nothing much this morning... just have to really pack everything... gotta get everything ready to leave in a second... heheh... isn't much left... but still have to do it... i spent a lot of money these few days... even the bus ticket was MUCH MORE expensive than usual... >.<

Well, i don't really have much left to say from the last post... ^_^ Just that It's my last full day in Singapore... Oh, I put up a site yesterday... (Amazing... in just one day... >.<) check it out... http://members.lycos.co.uk/boomboyg/ <-- click here... ^_^ This is where I put all the photos that I want to share with everyone since I came to Singapore... You guys have made my stay here really fun and memorable... ^_^ Take care, ya? Ja!

Posted by Gerald at 12/09/2003 10:53:00 AM

Monday, December 08, 2003

I went to see a hairstylist today... >.< Had an anime style cut... it looks weird I think... but apparently my friends find it ok... I'm not sure if I'm gonna wear it for prom though... T_T It cost 75 bucks!!! I guess I should, though it'd freak some people out... I'm usually the conservative kind anyway... Had my shoes polished too... By the looks of it, i'm all ready for prom... Got my suit, tie, belt, shoes and hair done... ^_^

Tomorrow should be exciting... except i should probably pack... >.< I think I should end this post here... gonna try to get used to my new hairstyle... >.< Later!

Posted by Gerald at 12/08/2003 05:26:00 PM

Saturday, December 06, 2003

Just a short note for today... I went for Prayer Meeting which was really good... then I came back to hostel... I was supposed to cut my hair but then I decided on the way there to go see a proper hairstylist instead... just once... prom is around the corner and in the end, looking nice for once isn't so bad is it? ^_^

I have to run amazing race tomorrow though... I think it's gonna be as exciting as the last one... It's really cool cos we get to do lots of stuff... ¬_¬ Trust me, some of them can be downright embarassing... but it's fun to do it I guess... (Recalls a certain need for guys to enter lingerie store...) >.< But anyway, it was fun, and tomorrow will be too! ^_^

That's it for today's update... short and sweet no? In the pursuit of excellence we always encounter various

Posted by Gerald at 12/06/2003 09:22:00 PM

Hmm... had an OK day I guess... went out to town to run some errands... bought some stuff, fixed my belt for prom, and sat at a Nokia™ centre for quite a while waiting for them to tell me that i waited for nothing... >.<

Cell was great... even though i was a little late... i still managed to reach in time so it was good... ^_^

*sigh* unfortunately, it was my last one for this yr at least... I'll be heading back to Subang on Wednesday... I hope prom will be good... as will the service on Sunday.. (it IS the last one i'm attending this yr here...) I'm hopeful for a good one... also looking forward to camp... ^_^

I'll be bidding farewell to Singapore soon... at least for a while... I'm not sure whether i'll spend my next 3 months in Singapore or KL though... but probably KL since i can't get a place to stay... tentatively... well, at least i get to meet all my friends... ^_^

I think that's all for now... can't think of much to say now except maybe that I shld sleep... T_T Getting late... but i think i'll have a game or two of GB... laters!

Posted by Gerald at 12/06/2003 12:25:00 AM

Monday, December 01, 2003

Last night, I had a really long talk with my sister... and basically I think I've more or less come to a conclusion on some problems i'm facing... well, 'problems' actually... >.< It wasn't easy, it still isn't... but i think in the end it's for the best... >.< Besides, it's what God wants me to do... so i guess i will... but darn it it's tough...

Anyway, i don't really have much to do now that the exams are over... in fact, i'm getting really bored lately... should get out and do some stuff, but i can't think of anything at the moment... if ur reading this, and you're bored too, give me a call... (oh, and i have to know you of course... ^_^) any suggestions would be welcome... also, i don't mind doing almost anything... as long as i don't rot in the hostel and it's a 'wholesome' activity... *cough*

Nothing much to write except prom is coming... got the suit and stuff done already though, so not much to worry about... hopefully it'll be nice... ^_^

Oh and Saturday was cool... I ate a LOT... thanks to Dean and his family... Man his mum can cook! I was so stuffed! That day was kinda funny... and in a way, hectic... I was awaken in the morning bye Elvis, (no not THAT Elvis... a friend...) who needed money to pay for a checkup at Tan Tock Seng Hospital and didn't have any... so he called me at 730 am... i rushed down and paid the bill for him, then went to his place... tried out the suit for prom. Then I had to rush back to hostel cos my cousins were coming to pick up my junk to take back home... and when i finished, it wasn't even 1200 pm... imagine the things u can do in the morning... ^_^

I think that's all I have to post now... oh yea, sermon yesterday... was about Creativity! (Don't look so blur) YUP! God is a person who is creative! And he gave us the Creativity, the Ability and the Productivity to do stuff! So one law of the harvest is this... we get MORE out of LESS! (mind boggling? not really... compare the feeding of the 5 thousand and the feeding of the 4 thousand...) So in any situation, always know that God has given us the Creativity to come up with solutions for any problem! Amen!

Ok I think that's all for now... Cheerio!

Posted by Gerald at 12/01/2003 03:09:00 PM

Friday, November 28, 2003

Haha! Exams are over!!! My to years of JC has come to an end... so to speak... I've been waiting for this for a long time... but now I dunno what to do... (familiar? Happened after my SPM too) I really have no idea what I want to do now... There's just too many things... >.<

It's surprising that some people actually do check here, probably cause I put the blog up in Friendster™ too... >.< And yea, this place is for me to voice my thoughts, be it about what happened to me today, my feelings, about my friends, studies, church etc. So I'll just post what I feel... Whether or not I'm advocating Christianity, well, it is the highlight in my week... and enjoy it, so I write about it. ^_^

Anyways, the things on my mind now are things to do; packing (1/2 way through), post A lvl activities (enjoyment basically), post A lvl plans (studies etc.)... It's quite a lot actually... Gotta clean up cos my uncle is coming on saturday to take my stuff home... >.< Giving lot sof stuff away... Yup! Like a garage sale except I don't get any money... >.<

Had a little misunderstanding with my parents... They kinda want me to go to Thailand with them for 3 months... >.< I suppose they mean well, I enjoy their company, but I don't think I can take it. I don't know Thai, I don't know anyone there, and when I went there for a few days the last time, I couldn't take it... But it's settled now... ^_^ I suppose parents can get protective... Doesn't mean we don't love each other, but hey, I have to make some choices...

Ok, I don't think I have anymore to write... got cell today, so looking forward to that. ^_^ Might post again later, if i'm not busy packing...

Posted by Gerald at 11/28/2003 09:04:00 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2003

After a really long break... I'm finally writing here again...

Well, exams nearly over... the killer papers over... left computing and physics paper 3+5... so quite ok... ^_^

Anyway, I'm finally going for cell again... today. Heheh... looking forward to it. Also, had a nice chat with Bro Patrick (oh, that's my cell leader...) so the problem bugging me has been er... how shall I put it... handled... more or less...

Yea, having quite a bit of fun now too... latest craze for me happens to be Gunbound... >.< Not hooked yet though, but it's cute and fun... try it! http://www.gunbound.net <-- clickey! ^_^

I'll see if I'm not too lazy to post sermon notes... I guess I will if it's good... and really impactful and I really want to share it. ^_^ But that's to be expected... I'll try... So till then, laterz...

Posted by Gerald at 11/22/2003 01:49:00 PM

Sunday, November 16, 2003

The service today was good... the message was good, the word was good... only problem was there was something bugging me the whole day... well, since the past few days actually... >.< Didn't totally spoil the mood, I certainly made the best effort to make service as exciting as possible... but I just can't shake off the notion that it would've been much better if I didn't have this 'buggy' problem...

I really can't study well now... my mind's still on it... though I've tried quite hard to push it out... I guess that's the way it is... I'd like to just go and solve the problem... but I think the effects of that wouldn't be too good... after all, it's exam periods... (No I'm not going to talk about what exactly the problem is... you should've picked that up as you read >.<) And it doesn't just concern me...

I'm trying my best to do math now... took a short break to write this though... yes, I realised I stopped putting sermon notes up... quite hard considering I don't have my note book with me now... >.<

There's only a few weeks till the end of my stay in Singapore... I was looking forward to it ending... now I'm not so sure... >.< Yes, I'm stressed... and it's not just because of studies... I need to make some decisions... and soon... God help me!

Posted by Gerald at 11/16/2003 04:39:00 PM

Saturday, November 15, 2003

OKOK...

I know I haven't updated recently... but that's cos I'm having my finals now... first week is over, but i got 2 weeks to go... luckily, the papers are rather spread out so I can breathe a little now...

First, report on past papers...

Day one was surprisingly, NOT GP! It was math... which turned out to be surprisingly easy... so it was OK
Day two was GP. And the paper was really different... and difficult... but thank God I could do it just fine... ^_^
Day three was math again... no big deal except I made a careless error that cost me 9 marks!!! >.<
Day four was Fmath and Computing... Fmath was bad for me... >.< guess I'm really just not cut out for it...
Computing was weird... the questions were weird, but praise GOD I could do it... ^_^ so it was ok...

That's all that i've gone through... I feel worst about Fmath, but I know I did what I could... so I don't think there are any regrets... :|

Nothing much happening except studies now... got quite a bit of revelation the other day by a friend... (no not about life... something else...) but it was good... God really has ways to make people look at things from different perspectives... I think it amuses Him... >.<

Anyway, gotta go study again... focusing on statistics... hopefully paper 2 can save me... HOPEFULLY... I thank God for it anyway... even though I haven't seen the paper... ^_^

That's all for now... Till next time... Ja!

Posted by Gerald at 11/15/2003 06:41:00 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Today I'm taking a break from normal stuff... aka studying... a little...
i may take up some stuff to read tho...

I just had to post today... too special a day not to...

i'll be catching Matrix Revolutions today... it's gonna be great! I'm so looking forward to it!

Nothing much to say recently... cos nothing much happened...
Well, except one... I can never understand the sensitivities required when dealing with human emotions... but I certainly hope that all of us can cope with it... God didn't create us with any flaws... so we shldn't be feeling unagreeable with anyone... or something like tat... I'm wishing everyone all the best and well, hope we all get along well enough. *shrug*

I think that's all for now... bye...

Posted by Gerald at 11/05/2003 01:39:00 PM

Thursday, October 30, 2003

I know I didn't post sunday's sermon... my computer got infected by a worm and I had to clean it...

Plus, I didn't have internet access in my room (wireless access had a bad connection), so I didn't have the notes with me either... >.<

Anyway, i'm downstairs at the reception area... only place to get a decent connection... they even switched off the one outside the library... >.<

Yea, looking forward to matrix revolutions... planning to stay over at elvis' place after... it starts at 10... i hope i can get tickets today... oh my, i got almost a week... ^^ but to be safe i'm BUYING (not booking) the tickets... PLUS the premier happens to fall on a very special day... ^^

Anyhow, been doing math lately, and physics only... Bio students have practical now... I dunno when they finish, but waiting for reply.... so far have me, Elvis, Pao Yau, Tracy, Ke Xin... waiting for more replies... hmm... looking at the list, i think pao yau's fears of not enough girls is unjustified... T_T better have more guys...

Anyway, A's drawing closer, so study more... oh, had sushi buffet yesterday... mand I was so stuffed... and I think the restaurant will blacklist us... >.< For those who understand, another Fried Hotate? >.<

Also, I joined friendster... (For the uninformed, like I was.... go here http://www.friendster.com) so i'm connected to a lot of ppl now... ^_^

I think that's mostly it for today's post... I'll try to post the sermon notes... ^^ soon... God Bless you!

Posted by Gerald at 10/30/2003 10:44:00 AM

Friday, October 24, 2003

WOW!!! Today was awesome! Cell was tremendous... but really the word was great (Though it was a little pointed... Realy cut to the heart)

It was about 5 benefits of belonging to a church! WOW! What are they?
1) I become a part of the family of God with other believers.
2) I receive encouragement to grow spiritually.
3) I can be accountable to others and grow spiritually. (This one i need to work on... ^_^)
4) Jesus is the present when we meet together.
5) There is great power when Christians pray together.

EXELLENT! I know todays cell was great!

Yea anyway, today also I cooked after so long... ^_^
Well, it was just frying stuff, but hey, i fried prata (canai), nuggets and onion rings... ^_^

ok i think that's all i can think off for now... gonna disconnect soon... was really blessed today...

Sunday, i'm gonna pour out everything... nothing much, but i'm gonna be as transparent as glass then... i'd be surprised if there's anything abt me Patrick doesn't know by then... ^^

Cheerio!

Posted by Gerald at 10/24/2003 11:02:00 PM

Monday, October 20, 2003

I didn't post yesterday... but I hope I can do it today...

Yesterday's message was great! It was basically the 10 characteristics of BIG people... ^_^

Yea, so basically, we shouldn't always think small... it doesn't mean that being extremely poor and living close to poverty shows how pious we are...
We should not delight in false humility.

So the 10 characteristics:
1) Big people are generous (they don't withold help/contribution)
2) Big people are not petty (they don't get upset easily)
3) Big people forgive easily and don't hold grudges (in fact, we shouldn't even HAVE anything to forgive in the first place... it should not matter to us if some one has wronged us should it?)
4) Big people release others, they don't restrict them (don't tell others that they're idealistic etc)
5) Big people do not TRY to be big people (profound but self explanatory)
6) Big people treat little people well (they don't look down on others)
7) Big people listen - they're teachable (they're never too big to learn)
8) Big people honour leadership and accept guidance (self explanatory)
9) Big people respect appropriateness (they do what's right and appropriate)
10) Big people have a BIG capacity (the can do much)

Yea, so that's the run down for the big stuff... ^^

Nothing much happened today... except I did some math and ate... played a little too (Ragnarok™ Online is pretty cool). Having formal dinner on thursday... my last for me I might add... >.< I dunno whether to be happy and look forward to it or not... but i guess it's fine...

Tomorrow is my first test, just physics practical... but i'm gonna pray hard anyway... ^_^ Gotta wake up early... so signing off...

Posted by Gerald at 10/20/2003 09:23:00 PM

Saturday, October 18, 2003

Another relatively long day today... hardly studied (almost didn't) these past few days...

Went for a meeting at NUS today, had to do with scholarships... After that went with Pao Yao to Orchard to meet with the rest of the cell group... we were queueing up for a journal... by Ho Yeow Sun... It was really nice... >.<

Yea, queued up abt 2 hrs to get it tho... the CD itself was nice too... first time there were English tracks...
>.< Quite glad for that...

Then I went to catch a movie... we decided to watch Matchstick Man™. It was good... really... about a con artist... only problem was that the only tickets available were the ones right in front... >.< so I got a neck-ache now... ugh...

Also ate bread for dinner... Breadtalk™ was having an offer, $1 each... so I bought 3 for dinner... now i'm stuffed!

And about cell yesterday... I forgot to post it up, but we had a talk about the 6 different styles of evangelism... or basically 6 styles that we relate to ppl... each has a unique style or two... yesterday covered the last three which didn't really apply to me, they were the inter-personal style, invitational style and the serving style. Inter-personal are those who make lots of friends... and really like to talk a lot generally... liked by many people. Invitational are those who invite people around... who once they ask you to go somewhere, you'd just go... they have excellent 'advertising' skills. Lastly it's the serving style... people who can feel comfortable doing things for others.

Me? I don't fit in any of those... There are three other style which are confrontational, intellectual and testimonial. I'm both confrontational and intellectual, meaning I am VERY straightforward and like to debate... so to speak, challenging opinions etc. (explains why I'm not really that easy to get along with). The last one is testimonial, which is the ability to tell stories... often without a full-stop (can't keep quiet basically...)

So there, the 6 style... we need to develop all definitely, and know when to use which... and not to let any one of them be overdone...

Yea I think that's all for now... Wrote a lot today... Till next time!

Posted by Gerald at 10/18/2003 07:44:00 PM

Thursday, October 16, 2003

Ahh... today was a long day...

Went to school... tot it was a total waste of time... in terms of studies it was... >.<

Last lesson today too... can't believe it... after 2 years of JC studying, it just ended like that...
Also, probably the last time I enter ANY class in uniform... o.O quite scary... but happy at the same time...

Tomorrow farewell assembly... taking my camera to school... gonna take photos... tho i dunno if there are THAT many memories to capture... I guess general stuph like classmates, council etc. would be ok... Again, the mixed feelings... partly sad partly happy... sad cos we're parting... well, at least till after our exams... sad also cos our class isn't at the best of terms when we part... sad also cos of the impending disaster a.k.a exams are coming... BUT happy cos no more school (on second tot, that shldn't really be a happy tot... i dunno wat to do after exams... probably gonna do NOTHING... fat lot of good that'll do me...), happy cos no more uniform, cos after exams over etc.

I think tomorrow will be exciting... not just cos of the events, but cos it's the day we actually bid farewell to teachers too... well, at least some of them... I think even though we may complain a lot, they're still pretty good... and I really appreciate them (THERE! don't say I don't... ^_^)

And *gasp* in addition, TOMORROW THERE'S CELL!!! Yahoo!!! (No not the web portal)... ^_^

I hope to post whatever I learn there here too... stay tuned tomorrow... ^_^

I think that's all for now, have roll call... ^_^. Take care all!

Posted by Gerald at 10/16/2003 09:29:00 PM

Wednesday, October 15, 2003

Slept real late last night... bah dumb computer game...

Surprisingly, I still woke up at 9... and promptly fell back to sleep... so much for waking up early

I'm going to school tomorrow that's for sure... And I have to do some work... Been working though still not as much as I'd like to...

The connection is sucky... I can't stand it... so I'll keep this post a little short...

The design has changed yet again... ^_^ looks better and better no? I won't add anything else just yet, especially not a tag board for ppl to comment... it's my thoughts... you wanna comment, set up your own blog... ^_^

That's all for today, back to math... *sigh*

Later...

Posted by Gerald at 10/15/2003 08:02:00 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

Ah another day....

well, A levels started today... Chemistry practical... ^_^ But I don't take Cheminstry, so I'm at home... YAY!

Next week is Physics practical so I'll have to go... Friday will be the last day of school... er... Farewell Assembly... Should attend since school wants to send us off no?

HAven't been studying much lately... which is BAD! I gotta start soon, but I simply can't do it... I dunno why... I force myself to sit down and study, and I get a little done... but usually when that happends, something else which requires my attention (and it's NOT a game/tv) pops up... I dunno, just not the right thing to do... I guess... I think blogging is a good way to clear the mind so that I can just say whatever then go do the things I'm supposed to...

Well, there, mind unloaded... now to delve into Math... aw crap, almost lunch time...

I'll do a question or two and then go eat... >.<

Later people!

Posted by Gerald at 10/14/2003 11:52:00 AM

Monday, October 13, 2003

*Sigh*

shouldn't have come to school today... UGH, had to wake up so early... -_- can barely open my eyes....

I'm getting kinda bored lately... need to study more... ^^

FINALLY watched the Matrix Reloaded... it was kinda cool, though I didn't get much of it... >.<

Also, I didn't eat dinner last night... but i wasn't feeling very hungry... (Probably cos I was playing War3 and didn't want to pause it for dinner... >.<) So I ate a pack of Doritos and relied on breakfast, which turned out quite ok... ^^

I'm in school, but everyone else is playing Yahoo!™ Pool... I guess I'm just not really into it... much... ^^

Anything else to add? Not at this point no... so till next time...

Posted by Gerald at 10/13/2003 09:45:00 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2003

Just got back from church... Today's service was exciting! 7 principals to learn... but I gotta digest it properly first... let me share it here ^_^

1) Your moods are determined by what has captured your focus!
2) The greatest power gratitude possesses is its inability to remain hidden!
3) God does not respond to pain, He responds to PURSUIT!
4) God's word completes us so we are free to focus on the needs of others!
a) The word solves the problem of fear
b) The word solves the problem of 'What's God's will?'
c) The word solves the problem of 'Does God want me to fear?'
d) The word solves the problem of 'Is it God's will that I be sick?'
e) The word solves the problem of self deception
f) The word produces true peace
g) The word enables us to make wise decisions
h) The word enables us to withstand temptation
5) Never make the pleasurable people of today pay the price of rejection fot the painful people of yesterday! (This one I REALLY like... ^_^)
6) Refusal to solve problems for others creates problems for yourself.
And finally...
7) A seed for the world is a harvest for YOU!

Well, most people wouldn't really get most of this... but to me, o.O, It's a REVELATION!

But I believe all these principals help me to build a life that we've only dreamt about... until now... ^_^

Some basic quotes which I find is quite true...
a) If you take something God did not give you, He will take something He gave you back from you (God gave Adam the garden, but not the tree. When Adam took the forbidden fruit, God took back the garden)
b) You cannot regain through repentance that which you have lost through disobedience (Adam repented, but didn't get back the garden)
c) You cannot fail without your consent, and you can never succeed without your participation
d) You cannot outperform what you believe about you

WOW! That's a lot for a day's post... ^_^. But I think this'll happen every Sunday... there's just too much to share... >.< I'm really blessed to receive this word, and I'm putting it here to share it with all. Hopefully, you'll learn something from this...

God bless and till next time!

Posted by Gerald at 10/12/2003 05:21:00 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2003

Ugh... woke up late... didn't realised I was so tired... *shrug*

But it's Saturday! Meaning there's CELL GROUP! WOOHOO!!! Something to look forward to... ^_^

Had a weird dream last night.... sort of a combination of Star Wars and Survivor (I dunno prolly cos I watched a little last night)... and then some... well, it was kinda nice... Had two incidences which I remember pretty vividly... but I won't go into it anymore... a dream's a dream no?

As of this time, I've taken my shower and stuff, and I'm doing some maths as well... ugh... but hey, we gotta do what we gotta do...

I'll be leaving for cell in a bit... I hope to have a great time! ^^

Edit: Incedentally, I've added some piccies... they're small so I guess they won't eat too much bandwidth... ^^. Looks a little more peronalised now don't it?

Posted by Gerald at 10/11/2003 11:24:00 AM

Friday, October 10, 2003

*Begin ramble*
Feeling a little better today... I'm also working to further improve the layout of the blog... hopefully, it's look a lot nicer... ^_^

Getting the ASEAN t-shirt soon... yay... well, ok, I got it free... thanks to my juniors... but I'm still pretty much wouldn't mind ppaying for it... It IS nice... at least if the design remains the same.... hope it turns out ok.

Haven't been to MR in a while... (a while being since last night...) Still haven't got the scans from elven_princess... so I haven't been able to work on it... but I hope to get it soon... >.<

Yea I think that's all... still in school and have a feedback lecture to attend at 1345 hrs... mebbe I'll go back and finish more work... weekend is booked for church... ^^ That's the only thing I look forward to now!

Thank God I have a great supportive cell... well, I think I've written enough now... I'll post again some time... soon I hope...

*End ramble*

Posted by Gerald at 10/10/2003 01:17:00 PM

Thursday, October 09, 2003

Finally back from school today...

*sigh* guess it was right, A lvl's isn't easy... I'm guessing I'll have to work harder then...

My results weren't particularly encouraging... but I'm buking up... hopefully I can salvage something here... heheh

I really pray that everyone will do well... especially all cell members... Hope you guys do great! Yea, but for now, dun get too distracted... work harder... ^_^

Ok, I'm going back to maths now... then GP.... ugh... gotta finish it today... well, better get to work... may post again before I zip off to dreamland... but well... later...

Posted by Gerald at 10/09/2003 03:32:00 PM

I'll try to update here as much as possible... only got a minute or so to write this

I realise I always post short stuff... but i'll just be quick here cos i'm getting chased out of the room...

Today was quite ok i guess... i'm tired tho... i'll write here again later...

Posted by Gerald at 10/09/2003 12:59:00 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2003

Finally got the blog running... worked on the layout a bit... not too bad if i say so myself... ^^

I'm tired today... even though i didn't study as much, but hey, i still did... ^^

Posted by Gerald at 10/08/2003 09:44:00 PM

I'm just gonna ramble on about nothing here... It's basically my thoughts...

For today, I just feel a little down... but praise God I'll be up soon. ^^

Posted by Gerald at 10/08/2003 08:49:00 PM