Personal Blather!

Haha! Exams are over!!! My to years of JC has come to an end... so to speak... I've been waiting for this for a long time... but now I dunno what to do... (familiar? Happened after my SPM too) I really have no idea what I want to do now... There's just too many things... >.<

It's surprising that some people actually do check here, probably cause I put the blog up in Friendster™ too... >.< And yea, this place is for me to voice my thoughts, be it about what happened to me today, my feelings, about my friends, studies, church etc. So I'll just post what I feel... Whether or not I'm advocating Christianity, well, it is the highlight in my week... and enjoy it, so I write about it. ^_^

Anyways, the things on my mind now are things to do; packing (1/2 way through), post A lvl activities (enjoyment basically), post A lvl plans (studies etc.)... It's quite a lot actually... Gotta clean up cos my uncle is coming on saturday to take my stuff home... >.< Giving lot sof stuff away... Yup! Like a garage sale except I don't get any money... >.<

Had a little misunderstanding with my parents... They kinda want me to go to Thailand with them for 3 months... >.< I suppose they mean well, I enjoy their company, but I don't think I can take it. I don't know Thai, I don't know anyone there, and when I went there for a few days the last time, I couldn't take it... But it's settled now... ^_^ I suppose parents can get protective... Doesn't mean we don't love each other, but hey, I have to make some choices...

Ok, I don't think I have anymore to write... got cell today, so looking forward to that. ^_^ Might post again later, if i'm not busy packing...

After a really long break... I'm finally writing here again...

Well, exams nearly over... the killer papers over... left computing and physics paper 3+5... so quite ok... ^_^

Anyway, I'm finally going for cell again... today. Heheh... looking forward to it. Also, had a nice chat with Bro Patrick (oh, that's my cell leader...) so the problem bugging me has been er... how shall I put it... handled... more or less...

Yea, having quite a bit of fun now too... latest craze for me happens to be Gunbound... >.< Not hooked yet though, but it's cute and fun... try it! http://www.gunbound.net <-- clickey! ^_^

I'll see if I'm not too lazy to post sermon notes... I guess I will if it's good... and really impactful and I really want to share it. ^_^ But that's to be expected... I'll try... So till then, laterz...

The service today was good... the message was good, the word was good... only problem was there was something bugging me the whole day... well, since the past few days actually... >.< Didn't totally spoil the mood, I certainly made the best effort to make service as exciting as possible... but I just can't shake off the notion that it would've been much better if I didn't have this 'buggy' problem...

I really can't study well now... my mind's still on it... though I've tried quite hard to push it out... I guess that's the way it is... I'd like to just go and solve the problem... but I think the effects of that wouldn't be too good... after all, it's exam periods... (No I'm not going to talk about what exactly the problem is... you should've picked that up as you read >.<) And it doesn't just concern me...

I'm trying my best to do math now... took a short break to write this though... yes, I realised I stopped putting sermon notes up... quite hard considering I don't have my note book with me now... >.<

There's only a few weeks till the end of my stay in Singapore... I was looking forward to it ending... now I'm not so sure... >.< Yes, I'm stressed... and it's not just because of studies... I need to make some decisions... and soon... God help me!

OKOK...

I know I haven't updated recently... but that's cos I'm having my finals now... first week is over, but i got 2 weeks to go... luckily, the papers are rather spread out so I can breathe a little now...

First, report on past papers...

Day one was surprisingly, NOT GP! It was math... which turned out to be surprisingly easy... so it was OK
Day two was GP. And the paper was really different... and difficult... but thank God I could do it just fine... ^_^
Day three was math again... no big deal except I made a careless error that cost me 9 marks!!! >.<
Day four was Fmath and Computing... Fmath was bad for me... >.< guess I'm really just not cut out for it...
Computing was weird... the questions were weird, but praise GOD I could do it... ^_^ so it was ok...

That's all that i've gone through... I feel worst about Fmath, but I know I did what I could... so I don't think there are any regrets... :|

Nothing much happening except studies now... got quite a bit of revelation the other day by a friend... (no not about life... something else...) but it was good... God really has ways to make people look at things from different perspectives... I think it amuses Him... >.<

Anyway, gotta go study again... focusing on statistics... hopefully paper 2 can save me... HOPEFULLY... I thank God for it anyway... even though I haven't seen the paper... ^_^

That's all for now... Till next time... Ja!

Today I'm taking a break from normal stuff... aka studying... a little...
i may take up some stuff to read tho...

I just had to post today... too special a day not to...

i'll be catching Matrix Revolutions today... it's gonna be great! I'm so looking forward to it!

Nothing much to say recently... cos nothing much happened...
Well, except one... I can never understand the sensitivities required when dealing with human emotions... but I certainly hope that all of us can cope with it... God didn't create us with any flaws... so we shldn't be feeling unagreeable with anyone... or something like tat... I'm wishing everyone all the best and well, hope we all get along well enough. *shrug*

I think that's all for now... bye...